Im I Wasting my time???

Come here just want to throw out something. *rubbish*
Come again... Complicated situation, but maybe is not at all in the future.
Anyway. Now encounter a lot of family problem. Mama sick *she always feel sick* then sis got marriage problem, father got career problem. like non-stop.

How suffer...

Me...is like a shit just sitting at home. *you need to move and do some action due*
But please god give me some direction to guide me, can you?
I really have kind of job and work phobia. Can someone save me??
If not my mother wont let me so easy after this. T T

But first the most worried is mama sick.
I said: "can you don‘t think too much! It cause you more sick in your mental then physical." then she said:" you don't even understand the suffering that I gone through. Don't ever say that I think too much! *soooo~ What can i say, I will say no more.

Sis marriage problem #2
I received my sis call when is 12 midnight, she said:" Its everybody sleep?" then I said:" No, why?"
then my sis said:" I want to overnight at there later, help me to open the door then.
I said:" OK "
After that I tell father that sis is coming to overnight here.
Then my dad said:" Is it they quarrel again?" my dad was figure out something.
I said:" who know?"
After 15 min my sis call again said:" I go straightly to 2nd sis house overnight la.
I said:" what happen to you?"
Then i only know the bull shit push my sis and make her fall down, then rush out my sis from house!! *Although she didn't said the completed story.*
HOW DARE YOU!!!(&*^*%$%$@$@!@#!&^(*&) *she sound crying in phone*
Even he already done so many FUCKER thing, then he never change a bit!!!
FUCK HIS MAMA!!! Don't ever show your face in front of me anymore!!! ITELLYOU!!!

Dad career #3
I learn AutoCad is because of my dad.
But I don't want to work with you in full time. I have my dream job, that's not what I want. I know now you are suffering at outside. But please don't force me! *Even thou is not exactly mean force, but is sound like kind a pressure to me*

HAIZ......

Report Completed.

Perhentian The "Wonderland"

The time before we start move to LCCT is suffering. Spend all night infront on the laptop without any tiring. Im a typical night owl cat deshuo...

5.20am-- Can't stand it anymore, send a message to wen wei.
5.30am-- reply said coming now. But the fly is at 7.30. can we make it?
6.30am-- we reach the airport. We can reach the destination in this short time is because of ying ying sis. Drove like a F1 racer.==

On the way to Pulau Perhentian. My stomach already call me for food since 6.30 early morning.

Forgot what time we reach Kota Bahru. I just know the place is very Kampung area. Is like really non-entertainment places. How boring = =

Then the annoying "MEN" keep annoying at the back with wen wei. You are already out of the list you know buddy! Go to Jetty have to spend about 1 hour in the van then the view is just the same in the hot temperature. arhhhhhhhhhhhh

Reach Jetty is about 10 something?? not sure. Brain are already melt and blur. But al least have sea view to see.

The most excited part has coming. All the member have to passage the sea by speed boat then only can reach Pulau Pernhentian. The feeling is so nice, no matter how scare we step on the boat after we just feel great with the wind and the sea. Wen wei keep laughing when she excited and scare.



I can't imagine I already cross by few states.
And now I will cross the sea from Kelantan to Terengganu. I sound like umbelievable. ^^

To Be Continued...

Finally Hooi Ling post her Langkawi pic

The heel damn slant wei, we even can pose MJ classic action. XD


There has a geng of duck at the place that we want to take cable car. Unfortunately cable car is under maintenance.==


This Pic is taken by Christy Permata Sari...hmm hmmm..*pretty*

PUPU..!!! add oil~

Today is my second Autocad class.
Fell exhausted!! Brain is like train and rocket...faster and without stopping.
Then lecturer talking talking and without any thirsty also.
Fell dificult...haiz

Autocad lecturer is a nize, humorous and very good on English and Malay guy. Especially Malay...wah~ pandai then melayu betul!! dengar dangar aje pun seronok...XD

He know Peter! he said. somemore Peter ask him to teach at Pjcad atfer this...
I was like...==''' ok~ go a head. Then he also is a tekuando teacher before too~...ohhh, I am so admire him leh. XD

无法坦诚相对 episode No.2 download complete.
Waiting the rest...
Gambateh!!

I Cut My Hair!!!

Can't adapt it all in the first two weeks, feels so ugly.
Actually I already cut it since last month.
But now I only got mood to post up...

sihini ma seh...^^



Have a cup of my lovely Mocha with Pei Yen at Bukit Raja Jusco Starbucks (Funchai said: Im the 代言人of starbucks. Then I said: Is Susan not me!) ..== swt
Got a strong desire wanna drink it...XP
ok la...tall size of mocha is about RM 11++

jiu jiu yi ci...ok lah^^

I'm Come back Again Since last year...Shi ni maseh

I'm come back with no any excited and happy mood...

Although, Final exam pass and end the college life but still
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.
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feel hollow

Now a new life is about coming to me.
And I have to face it. Don't know whether I still have the confident or not.

Learning Autocad in Segi College right now. (Duration 3 month)

When I step in the main entrance, just realize that am I already in Segi?
Study again!! you kidding me!!

Yes! Is true.
But the mood are already different.

Still in under control...
Is not my choice.
I admit that Im the person who always change she minds in every minute.
But that is my style isn't...?
Isn't show that Im a girl who easily controlled by others or Im a passive person?

Yes. I am.


Now, I just wanna make some money and do whatever I want.
You have the CONFIDENT?!

Just wait and see...