After 14 months later...

After 14 months later...ImBACK! Yes! is more than 1 year.
After 1 year is it anything changes and improved? The answer is: yes. A lot. Just now i just simply run through my older post that I write before and the first thought come out in my head is: Im really not mature enough to complained things, is still a lot of things outside will happen that you dont know. A lot of thing you can handle but in the end you ignored. A lot of thing you can done it well but in the end you make it worst and make people disappointed. This is so call "my life"!??

my thought now change a lot. Now I make things as simple as possible. Im a person who hate changes Whether it is place, attitude, things that I have and so on... I will try my best to make it clean and simple. Now a days, Simple and clean = less troublesome. That is what I've learned from the social life. Although the agency I work is very less of people but still you have to know this kind of thing if you really want to survive at outside.

Cindy really help me a lot. Cindy, my senior as well as my best friend in this company. Every time when I talk with her is really make me learn a lots. Religion, attitude, works even thou her relationship... It is really change my mind days after days... She teach me how to solved things, how's you look at certain things but in the end the most important thing she give me is her affirmative attitude. Its very useful if I change my job in future~ and it will happening soon too.

Now my company is CTi. Dont said it is really less of people some more the work they done its really so so~ *me too* But why I said that is because I really want to meet someone powerful and really teach me how to become more creative in this industry... If I keep staying here I will become "desire-less"...== Maybe is because of the quantity of people? the atmosphere there become no competitive and challenging...
is quite a boring when I work here... how sad!

But soon...... I will change my job. My dream place is "SINGAPORE"!
Will my dream come true? Who know~ we wait and see.


"Just give me the food...><" said by the monkey with innocent face @ Zoo Negara(310711)

Im I Wasting my time???

Come here just want to throw out something. *rubbish*
Come again... Complicated situation, but maybe is not at all in the future.
Anyway. Now encounter a lot of family problem. Mama sick *she always feel sick* then sis got marriage problem, father got career problem. like non-stop.

How suffer...

Me...is like a shit just sitting at home. *you need to move and do some action due*
But please god give me some direction to guide me, can you?
I really have kind of job and work phobia. Can someone save me??
If not my mother wont let me so easy after this. T T

But first the most worried is mama sick.
I said: "can you don‘t think too much! It cause you more sick in your mental then physical." then she said:" you don't even understand the suffering that I gone through. Don't ever say that I think too much! *soooo~ What can i say, I will say no more.

Sis marriage problem #2
I received my sis call when is 12 midnight, she said:" Its everybody sleep?" then I said:" No, why?"
then my sis said:" I want to overnight at there later, help me to open the door then.
I said:" OK "
After that I tell father that sis is coming to overnight here.
Then my dad said:" Is it they quarrel again?" my dad was figure out something.
I said:" who know?"
After 15 min my sis call again said:" I go straightly to 2nd sis house overnight la.
I said:" what happen to you?"
Then i only know the bull shit push my sis and make her fall down, then rush out my sis from house!! *Although she didn't said the completed story.*
HOW DARE YOU!!!(&*^*%$%$@$@!@#!&^(*&) *she sound crying in phone*
Even he already done so many FUCKER thing, then he never change a bit!!!
FUCK HIS MAMA!!! Don't ever show your face in front of me anymore!!! ITELLYOU!!!

Dad career #3
I learn AutoCad is because of my dad.
But I don't want to work with you in full time. I have my dream job, that's not what I want. I know now you are suffering at outside. But please don't force me! *Even thou is not exactly mean force, but is sound like kind a pressure to me*

HAIZ......

Report Completed.

Perhentian The "Wonderland"

The time before we start move to LCCT is suffering. Spend all night infront on the laptop without any tiring. Im a typical night owl cat deshuo...

5.20am-- Can't stand it anymore, send a message to wen wei.
5.30am-- reply said coming now. But the fly is at 7.30. can we make it?
6.30am-- we reach the airport. We can reach the destination in this short time is because of ying ying sis. Drove like a F1 racer.==

On the way to Pulau Perhentian. My stomach already call me for food since 6.30 early morning.

Forgot what time we reach Kota Bahru. I just know the place is very Kampung area. Is like really non-entertainment places. How boring = =

Then the annoying "MEN" keep annoying at the back with wen wei. You are already out of the list you know buddy! Go to Jetty have to spend about 1 hour in the van then the view is just the same in the hot temperature. arhhhhhhhhhhhh

Reach Jetty is about 10 something?? not sure. Brain are already melt and blur. But al least have sea view to see.

The most excited part has coming. All the member have to passage the sea by speed boat then only can reach Pulau Pernhentian. The feeling is so nice, no matter how scare we step on the boat after we just feel great with the wind and the sea. Wen wei keep laughing when she excited and scare.



I can't imagine I already cross by few states.
And now I will cross the sea from Kelantan to Terengganu. I sound like umbelievable. ^^

To Be Continued...

Finally Hooi Ling post her Langkawi pic

The heel damn slant wei, we even can pose MJ classic action. XD


There has a geng of duck at the place that we want to take cable car. Unfortunately cable car is under maintenance.==


This Pic is taken by Christy Permata Sari...hmm hmmm..*pretty*

PUPU..!!! add oil~

Today is my second Autocad class.
Fell exhausted!! Brain is like train and rocket...faster and without stopping.
Then lecturer talking talking and without any thirsty also.
Fell dificult...haiz

Autocad lecturer is a nize, humorous and very good on English and Malay guy. Especially Malay...wah~ pandai then melayu betul!! dengar dangar aje pun seronok...XD

He know Peter! he said. somemore Peter ask him to teach at Pjcad atfer this...
I was like...==''' ok~ go a head. Then he also is a tekuando teacher before too~...ohhh, I am so admire him leh. XD

无法坦诚相对 episode No.2 download complete.
Waiting the rest...
Gambateh!!

I Cut My Hair!!!

Can't adapt it all in the first two weeks, feels so ugly.
Actually I already cut it since last month.
But now I only got mood to post up...

sihini ma seh...^^



Have a cup of my lovely Mocha with Pei Yen at Bukit Raja Jusco Starbucks (Funchai said: Im the 代言人of starbucks. Then I said: Is Susan not me!) ..== swt
Got a strong desire wanna drink it...XP
ok la...tall size of mocha is about RM 11++

jiu jiu yi ci...ok lah^^

I'm Come back Again Since last year...Shi ni maseh

I'm come back with no any excited and happy mood...

Although, Final exam pass and end the college life but still
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feel hollow

Now a new life is about coming to me.
And I have to face it. Don't know whether I still have the confident or not.

Learning Autocad in Segi College right now. (Duration 3 month)

When I step in the main entrance, just realize that am I already in Segi?
Study again!! you kidding me!!

Yes! Is true.
But the mood are already different.

Still in under control...
Is not my choice.
I admit that Im the person who always change she minds in every minute.
But that is my style isn't...?
Isn't show that Im a girl who easily controlled by others or Im a passive person?

Yes. I am.


Now, I just wanna make some money and do whatever I want.
You have the CONFIDENT?!

Just wait and see...